dears
i am a mother of three children two boys(3.5-1year)and one girl (2 years).i am always angry i scream.shout at my babies.i often slap the two elder.i feel very tired .sometimes i hate my duty as mother .i love my children , but since i was married i had not any rest after a week of my delivery i found myself alone to take care of each one of my babies .my husband was absent when my two babies were born.i am the mother and the father because my husband works far from home in another town(1000 kilometres).i have never a holiday. i hope to sleep along night without been awaked by the children.i hope to have a hobby .i hope to do shopping .i hope to go in holiday.oooooooooooooooooooohhh i know that all these are only hopesz nothing will be changed untill the children grow up but i am afraid of my anger because really it is out control.please don t judge me but help me by your advice
thank
galeria