I really am an avid fan of breastfeeding which is why I was so disappointed when I failed to force my first baby to breastfeed. I had a very small nipple and he can hardly bite it at that time, also, he wasn't able to suck milk but then the nurses gave him bottle and that was the start of my agony. I tried so hard and for many times, (God knows, how much I tried) just to force him back to my breasts but he had a way of knowing it wasn't bottle and so he'd cry and stop. I was very happy with my second baby because he finally had breastfeeding with me It feels so good and we are closer to each other, too.